Awakened In August

On 28th of August i felt awakened and alive...shaken from the cold chains of numbness and the event which transpired to this was a music concert. One of my most favorite bands Poets of the Fall obliged our country and i had the happy chance of witnessing them live. I have always loved their music.
In the past few years i tried to numb myself to many things..trying to not feel as much as i normally do and that somewhere was in the process of becoming a way of life.
But on that very day..i realized i haven't felt this alive in ages. The music awakened my senses and it was such a rush that it still lingers on..
I realized how much i have tried to ignore the things which truly brings me happiness and how wonderful it is to feel every nerve of the body vibrate and awaken.
Somewhere i believe it was a soul call for me to relax and enjoy whatever life has to offer and be truly alive at every moment.

Just Like An Old Movie On Repeat

Ever wondered how sometimes in life we face the exact same situations only with different characters...the crux remaining the same but with superficial changes? That's exactly what's been happening with me. We are supposed to learn from the past and make the right moves in future so that we do not end up committing the same mistakes of the past. Well as far as i have seen...sometimes no matter what you do..whichever way you choose..whatever maybe the approach..no matter how differently you deal with the same situations..most of the times you end up with the same results. It almost seems like an old movie being played on and on with the characters and the dialogues changing but the message remaining the same.

How do we break this chain? Is it humanly possible? Or is this a sign of the universe that no matter how big you think you are...your fate is still not fully in your control.. the universe can play a twisted joke and change the whole perspective of your life!

Troubled Soils of the Emotional Land!

Every person that we meet in our everyday life come with the power to cause trouble in our emotional land. You wish well for everyone you meet..still some people don't turn out to be good for you. They unknowingly create little ridges in the land of your heart..creating an impact which leaves you feeling like they were invaders.. stealing the ever elusive peace and prolonging the healing process. Just when you think you can stand up..face it all again..take chances again.. you are made to fall back on ground zero and you wonder "how am i here again? When and how did i fall back again? When did i trust again? I wasn't trusting anyone..i was shielded?" 
You question your beliefs..your sense of judgement..your learning over the years..how and why we end up in the same situation again and again when we ought to have learnt from our mistakes. But isn't taking chances another way of exposing oneself to probable mistakes again? 
How do we guard ourselves? No matter how cautious we are...how do we survive this? Life is after all a long journey..the question is how to get through  unscathed?