Loss

The feeling of losing something is enough to trigger unwelcome emotions. Sometimes it is hard to grasp the extent of one's love or attachment for someone and suddenly you find yourself rushing down like an unending roller coaster ride and come to the realisation that you did let something affect you hugely and you are unaware of the extent of its intensity. Feeling something similar to this even though haven't really lost anything yet but just the feeling i guess is enough to cause one pain.

Pause

I had totally forgotten about this blog of mine since so many things were happening in my life..was reading through it again and felt how far i have come emotionally.
Maybe i will write again..but for now i am silent and letting everything sink in.