Joys of Solitude!!!

It's amazing to notice that when one becomes comfortable with one's own company too much socializing also amounts to certain disruption of peace of mind. Nowadays i find myself craving for some solitude and some peace. It's incredible to think that when one discovers the joys of solitude, too much interaction with people also becomes disturbing at times. There is so much of information out there..but i think it is necessary to understand which information is necessary and required and which one can be trashed as garbage. Sadly, nowadays most of the interaction we have with other people is garbage..things which we can live without knowing. Too much social networking and instant messaging has made it easy for communication but it has also made it easier for us to subject ourselves to unnecessary information and news which we could have otherwise ignored. It's time to declutter and clean out the trash from my mind. Enjoying the precious moments of solitude while it lasts.

Choices

I think am paranoid about letting new people enter my life. I truly believe that we all have our own aura and energy. Hence when we allow a person to become part of our lives, somewhere that person's energy mingles with our energy. It may have a positive impact on us or a negative impact and if it's the latter then it does make us lose a grip on our lives. I think past experience has made me more and more cautious because it is immensely difficult to get rid of the vicious cycle of negativity. Some of us emerge victorious..while some lose themselves, lose their vision, lose their sense of purpose. 
One should guard one's life/heart because it affects everything else we do. But then it might make one reserve and anti social. It's all about which path we choose and which path would maintain our peace of mind.

The Untrained Heart

Why do we question our instincts? Or why do we think twice after acting instinctively? And why do we question our rationality? Just because instincts do not originate out of our mind or what we call as logical rational thinking?
We simply forget the fact that no matter what heart can never be trained unlike our mind. It's difficult to know how our heart will react under unforeseeable situations. It's always a mystery..whereas mind can be trained through learning, education and discipline. It's easy to train a mind regarding the probable responses or reactions to a certain situation like we nurture a sense of alertness and awareness  in relation to dangerous situations. In a way we can manipulate our very own mind.
But heart can never be manipulated or told from beforehand about how to react. It has it's own sense. Instincts are signs which are non-manipulated and not well thought of because they are from the heart. Their is immense purity in them, almost like signs of God. 
If we rely on our untrained, untamed heart we would never fail because the instincts originate out of good intentions and their very essence is pure.

Feel

Everyday i feel it growing inside my heart..filling me with happiness and a hope. I take shelter in the comfort of that hope every night and feel secured that i will be able to finally be yours. Sometime's i question my sanity but then how can you question the purity of the heart? If something is felt so strongly and the intention is so pure..then how can it not happen? How can i question it's existence when it has been the centre of my universe from the very first day i sensed it and felt it within my heart. When even in my immature and undeveloped mind i was so sure about it that i didn't even think before answering when i was questioned...do i even have the knowledge to question it with my so called educated mind?
What mind cannot grasp..the heart gets it instantly. I feel it and i feel you everyday in my heart and a river of happiness surges within me knowing that you are there...somewhere..


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