running away from love!!!

i never thought i would turn into a person who would literally with determination run away from love. I always felt being in love..feeling love, gives you peace because i have felt it too. i still am a born romantic at heart but running away from love keeps me safe, keeps my heart and soul safe from chaos and breakdowns. It's always so hard to recuperate from heartbreaks and pain..it never really goes away..just one's priorities change and the heartbreak takes a backseat to come back at lonely and idle moments to haunt you again and again.
Without love am safe and secure and free and in peace :)